* MY HEART IS ALWAYS HIS *

~ THIS BOY THAT I'M TALKING ABOUT HAD MY HEART BEFORE AND HE STILL DOSE TO THIS MINUTE I JUST CANT GET OVER HIM NOT THE LEACH BUT MY ONE TRUE LOVE. I MEAN THIS BOY HAS MY HEART AND HE KNOW IT EVERY TIME I SEE HIM I HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING BUT LATELY I DON'T SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE I'M SCARED HE IS GOING TO WAVE ME OFF BECAUSE WE DON'T TALK ANY MORE BUT I BE WANTING TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL REAL BAD. WHAT SHOULD I DO? SHOULD I SAY SOMETHING OR JUST LET HIM SLIP AWAY I DON'T KNOW BUT I DO KNOW I WANT HIM BACK. I CANT STAND TO SEE HIM WITH ANOTHER GIRL IN HIS ARMS KNOWING THAT I SHOULD BE THAT GIRL. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I'M CONFUSED WITH EVERYTHING I THINK THE NEXT TIME I SEE HIM I WILL TELL HIM BECAUSE I NEED HIM BACK SAP! MY LOVE. ~

~ A BEAUTIFUL DAY ~

TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY TO ME. I GOT TO SEE MY NEPHEW I AIN'T SEEN HIM SINCE HE WAS 6 MONTHS AND HE 1 NOW AND SEEING HIM REALLY MADE MY DAY THAT'S MY HEART AND SOUL. I GOT RID OF LEACH LIKE I SAID I WAS GONE DO AND NOW I FEEL FREE SINGLE BACK IN THE GAME IT FEELS SO GOOD. BUT NOW THAT I GOT RID OF HIM TIME TO MAKE ROOM FOR MY NEW MAN I STARTED TALKIN TO HIM ABOUT 3 MONTHS AGO AND I JUST REALIZED THAT ME AND HIM HAVE A LOT IN COMMON AND I REALLY LIKE HIM AND HE LIKES ME TO FOR ME. I HAVE TO SAY HAVING THAT LEACH GONE FEELS BETTER THAN EVER NOW THAT I GOT MY LIFE BACK. BUT ALL IN ALL THIS DAY WAS GOOD AND STILL IS GOING GOOD SO FAR ABOUT TO GET WASTED IN THE CELEBRATION OF THAT LEACH BEING GONE AND TO A NEW START SAP!~.

A DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH

~ I CONSIDER MY SELF AS A DIAMOND AND I AM STUCK N A A ROUGH SPOT IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW WITH SCHOOL AND EVERYTHING GOING ON NOW. I WANT TO MOVE FORWARD NOW THAT I'M BACK IN SCHOOL BUT IT SEEM LIKE I CANT WITH THIS THING ALWAYS ON MY BACK HE IS LIKE A LEACH THAT CANT LET GO. I MEAN I TRY TO GET IT OFF BUT IT DON'T WANT TO LET GO. HE SAY HE LOVE ME BUT I KNOW HE DON'T. I JUST WANT HIM TO LET GO AND MOVE ON OR I WILL BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF THIS LEACH IN ON ME. I WANT THIS LEACH TO GO AWAY BECAUSE I CAN NOT GET NOTHING ACCOMPLISHED WITH IT ON MY BACK ALL THE TIME. I THINK TODAY WILL BE THE DAY I LET IT GO BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE STUCK IN THIS PATCH NO LONGER ITS GOING ON A NEW YEAR AND TRYING TO MOVE ON AND NO LONGER DO I WANT TO BE THIS DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH.~